ok so i have a few confessions to make and i would also like some advice #1 i only like guys older(20's) than me (I'm 15) but i feel bad about it all the time and i don't know what to do about it #2 for some reason i don't like my mom very much and i don't know why i just can't stand her much #3 i kinda want to get pregnant but i know i can't do it. its just my mind. #1 how do i get older guys too look at me? #2 how can i get/convince my parents to let me go somewhere alone like another country(Canada i have a friend there)?
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I've never been a skinny girl, but recently I've seen pictures of myself tagged on Facebook, and I just look unbearable. I can't stand how big I've gotten. The problem is - this is less than I used to weigh, and I'm still huge and disgusting. I'm undiagnosed, but I've got Binge Eating Disorder with on and off periods of Anorexia. I always lose weight during the anorexic periods, but I can't stick to it. I always end up binging. I hate myself, and I've tried to rip the fat off of my stomach with my fingernails. I've made myself bleed a couple of times, and it feels sort of nice. As a recovered self harmer, I'm trying to keep myself from doing it, but it's so hard. I'm just so lost, and no matter what I do, the pounds just don't seem to come off. Every time I'm around a male, I just get so self conscious that I want to cry. I think they might be hitting on me, but then I remember that I'm fat and disgusting. Nobody wants me.
I'm conflicted. This girl that I've been hanging out with know that I like her. Her parents don't know that I'm gay and don't hesitate to invite me over. They think I'm a great influence to their daughter. However, she is experimenting and I am actually spending nights with her and we end up making out and touching each other. She is a great kisser and possible the greatest loss to the lesbian world. She is a world class masseuse and gives me massages all the time. I love her. But she is not a lesbian nor is she bisexual. Our "relationship" is kept between us. I want her to be mine, but she thinks that I'm just a play toy... I need help. We are both 16 and go to the same high school in virginia.
Is it werid that imm datinq my best friend brother I'm 13 & he's 17 ? -.-
my dad raped me when i was little. i wasn't ever able to tell anybody because he had promised to kill me if i did. that lasted six years. he died when i was seven and as a goodbye gift he took every picture he ever took of him "hurting" me and taped them on my mom's bedroom walls. i am sixteen now and my mom has been dating this new guy for almost a year. he is possibly the nicest guy i have ever known and has helped me destroy many things from my childhood including the many horrible pictures my dad took, the "baby doll" dress he made me wear, and has even helped me over come the fear of the word baby doll. he was twice the father mine was and loves me as if i was his own daughter. someone please tell me i still can't call him dad. i want to with all my heart but every time i try to say it i lose my voice and i cry. why can't i tell this man how much he means to me?