I'm the ugly duckling. While all the other girls are getting boyfriends or being checked out, I'm off pretending I don't care. I realized I couldn't fit a pair of size zero jeggings at American Eagle today and I almost started bawling. I'm so messed up, I miss the days where I could look at myself in the mirror and not point out every flaw. I wish I would stop wanted to starve myself. I wish I could stop trying to make myself throw up without success. I wish the blade would stop biting into my arm. I wish I was happy and could eat without regret. What happened to me? A year and a half ago, I said this would never happen, but now I feel too deep in and that I'm drowning, but not dying. I just want to die, how twisted is that? I don't even recognize myself anymore.
Click the "apply changes" button when done. Click here for help
- Icon Meanings -Click here to close help
Note: Everyone has a feminine and masculine side. Confessions that express more feminine/masculine qualities will have one of these icons. Guys should remember that it's ok to show their soft side.
Show confessions that are very feminine (all)
Show confessions that are very masculine (all)
Show confessions of all depths (all)
Show confessions that are somewhat feminine (some)
Show confessions that are somewhat masculine (some)
Show confessions that have a bit of depth (most)
Don't show feminine confessions (none)
Don't show masculine confessions (none)
Show confessions that are profound (some)
Show confessions that are very profound (few)
- Filters -Female
Remove FilterChange Category | Seeking Advice | Emotional
My gf and I do somewhat sexual things. Nothing THAT bad, the farthest I've been is touching her breasts, but sometimes when I look back on it, I hate myself for it. I mean I really like it, but it's almost too good to be true and sometimes I feel like I'm forcing her. She tells me that she really likes it and that she lets me, not me pressuring her, but sometimes I just have my doubts about that. Anyone have any suggestions getting over that feeling? FYI, I'm 13 and she's 14.
I was raped by a black man while walking through a park at night. I didn't wanna saw anything because I thought I'd sound racist.
I really don't want to live anymore..I see no point in it, all I ever do is f*** up..
I used to cut myself, and lately i've been wanting to so badly cuz of stuff.. So far I've had the will power not to but I don't know how much longer I can last..