cont. he laughed a little and wrapped his jacket around me. i asked him how long he had known about my dad. his exact words "almost a year. evidence however was three weeks ago. if you didn't bite the f***ing bullet so easily i would have had evidence way before than." i kinda laughed because he always called me a no pain no gain super soldier. laughing hurt so i grabbed my sides and closed my eyes. his hands were around mine instantly and he tried to comfort me. i ended up crying my eyes out until the other's got there. that night i went to a hospital where best friend almost had a heart attack because they told him why i was in pain. black eye, bruises, poor kidney, and a broken rib that was an inch away from puncturing a lung. time moved real fast then and all i remember was best friend saying he wasn't leaving until i did. now i'm brought to prison to see my dad before he is locked up. 2 mins and i'm on the ground with a broken nose and the words. "i'm going to kill you like your mother" god kill me now
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yesterday i came to school wearing makeup because my dad finally slipped and punched me in the eye instead of the ribs or kidney. no one noticed thank god and i thought i was going home scotch free until i got called into the office. my only friend .. and his dad/my fav teacher .. were there. there was also a cop. as soon as they said my dad's name i ran. i've acquired that skill thx to dad so they were eating dust in no time. an hour later i'm under a freeway bridge crying my eyes out and feeling as much pain as possible. an hour later my only friend found me and carried me to his car when he realized i couldn't stand up. he didn't say anything but took a wet towel and wiped until makeup was gone. he sighed and kissed the bruise under my eye. he texted his dad and cop where we were then got into the backseat with me. he asked if i was cold and i said no. i was beaten but i was stubborn. my lips were most likely blue... to be cont.
cont... it ended with angel throwing the battery out of my phone and taking a knife to my hair. i stayed in the hospital for three days and therapist room for about an hour. no one knows this but angel is still here. she's mad as a b**ch but she can't do anything to me anymore. all she ever wanted was for me to be safe and she always told me humans weren't safe. now i'm saying screw it. my phone was taken away but i know where my parents hide it. i'm writing this from my little sister's computer. for the next four weeks i'm going to write my novel from her computer than print it all. i'm going to clean my room and then leave the book on my bed with a note that says "dear #bf's name# i love you" then i'm going to wait till night. i'm going to take my phone and i'm going to walk to the nearest street highway bridge i'm going to text my bf i love him then jump.
(i'm 15 yr old girl) a few weeks ago i was put into the hospital for taking up to 15 aspirin pills. i did it because i was trying to get rid of a voice in my head at all costs. it was a week before school was over and i finally decided enough was enough. and i started taking the aspirin. i texted my boyfriend and told him everything. the voice, the pills, ect. then angel (the voice) took over. she called him horrible things and said she was going to make sure i went straight to the looney bin so no one can see me. (she hates people) as she was texting him this i could only watch an cry. it had been the first time i couldn't control her. i had loved him and had only broken up with him a week before so angel would leave him alone. i figured he'd think i was just insane and stop texting but then i saw this. "wait stop...i love ###### and you will never change that. but i please stop hurting her and i'll stay away from her. just please don't hurt her" to be cont.
I used to be a happy person, popular and confident. But someone destroyed all that. I hate her so much for doing that. It all started with what she made me do to my little brother. At first she made me think, hey what you're doing isn't bad and it's not a big deal and besides, he won't remember that you did this to him anyway, since he's so young, so what's the big deal anyway? By the time I realized what I was doing to him was destroying me and tainting his innocence, I couldn't stop. I can't look at him anymore, into those wide, loving, green eyes without going up I my room and crying. I hate this girl with every fiber of my being. She's disgusting and horrible and she makes me want to kill myself. She is constantly putting me down and destroying my confidence and now I can't trust anyone because of her. I can't even smile without her telling me that I'm not worthy to be happy, I don't deserve it. And the worst part is I can neve escape her, because this person... is me.